For those that may be wondering.....
Yes this is real. Yes he did just do that. yes...That really happened. No- he doesn't care for your approval or disapproval. It's never my goal to impress nor depress anyone.
- No drugs required, it simply comes naturally. (believe it-if there were, I would Admit to it)
-If you "don't get it", it wasn't meant for you. If you didn't "get it", but would like to, I will take the time to explain it to you, so you don't miss it next time. If you did get it, you're welcome. If you were there, you're lucky- and Thank YOU. This life may appear crazy, but that only helps me to stay Sane.
I say what others want to say, but won't. I'm the voice of other peoples' withheld thoughts. I don't hold back. I won't hold back. Because I cannot hold back. I am similar to the Dos Equis guy because I do live vicariously through myself. 
I am the same on the podium as I am behind closed doors. If I don't like you behind your back, I will not pretend to like your face.  The same to a stranger as i am to family. Sadly, Most are not. What i practice in theory- i practice in reality. Google the Antonyms of fake. Those are my descriptions. 
  Why is it that adults still hide small things from their family...? How many (adult) people do you personally know that hide the fact that they may smoke cigarettes from their parents? Or may have a totally different lifestyle than they present at a family or class reunion? When those are the very people you should be thine true & absolute self in front of. The pastor that smiles/leads/preaches & points fingers, yet molests the very children of his congregation. The whole 'keeping up w the jones' ". -fuck the Jones'   Keep up w yourself. Create your own happiness. (hint- it has nothing to do with the Jones').

I am self educated (discovered school just wasn't for me my sophomore year, & the hours just weren't going to work for me). Self disciplined & Self spoiled. If you want something, anything..... in this world.....go get it. 
I'm very blessed & extremely thankful that when I overheard those early teachings ( as I was probably not paying attention in class) that you can do anything in the world I listened. Because it's true. I really can't name of one thing in my life that I wasn't able to do if I really wanted to. Not in a bragging way, but rather just sharing my history. Anybody...this means YOU- can do or accomplish anything they really want to. But let's revise the old sayings....by dropping the whole 'with a lot of hard work' shit.....because let's face it....that sounds kindof off-putting.
  Not that there won't be some work involved....but if this quest is something that you WANT to do, then the 'work won't seem so much like 'hard work' to you.
Quoting Jon Roselle & A.J. Cooper-"Anything's possible" & "Anything Can Happen"
I am Always.. Me.

Like the late great jerry springer said"take Care of yourSELVEs and eachother"
   I don't know if he's really dead but the odds are pretty high w all the crazys he's been around

My everything

There's nothing special about me...... except my everything
     & THAT.......is very special 

Guess 1 adderal is not working anymore. -left the house to go grab a real quick bite then back home to work.
-I've just driven up & down concord mills blvd 6 times. -now I'm walking into garden ridge. Fuck.

Bra & panties

As I'm assessing damages & taking a body count during this morning's hangover duty,
I've found a bra below the Pokeher table & a pair of panties in the media room.
Don't know who's they are because nobody played cards
& I don't recognize this Scent